Today I’m writing a short piece about my condition and what ultimately happened to me, for anyone’s interest. So, as you probably know, I was on vacation: first for three days with the kids, and then for two weeks in Greece. That sounds lovely, but because my urinary problems were becoming increasingly difficult, the whole experience was a real roller coaster ride for me! I wasn’t sure if I’d make it to my scheduled surgery without ending up in an emergency room in Greece—even though the Greek healthcare system is top-notch.
In any case, the period from July through early August was anything but boring, but somehow I managed to get through it.
Now, I am through with the surgery, and so far, it looks like everything is okay. As I mentioned, I am feeling weak and can’t do the same things as before. I have to sit for a while after doing even a little to catch my breath. Even though I am taking antibiotics, I still feel like something isn’t right inside me. This means visiting the doctor again in the hope of solving the problems.
By the way, whenever I sit in front of a screen—whether on my phone or a computer—everything starts spinning after a while, and I have to stop immediately. So please don’t be surprised if I don’t manage to read or provide feedback on your daily or hourly posts.
As many here likely know (and some, I’m sure, feel deeply!), life isn’t easy, but we have no choice but to keep pushing forward. My political outlook has grown bleak and hopeless. You may have noticed I haven’t posted about Iran in a while. I feel like I’m being played for a fool—as if some shady game is going on behind the scenes and no one cares about people’s suffering. So let them chase profits while the Iranian opposition dreams of fame. I don’t have much time left to change or save the world. As Jalaluddin Rumi wisely said: “Yesterday I was clever, so I wanted to change the world. Today I am wise, so I am changing myself.” I’ve pretty much given up on it all.
I sincerely value your friendship, loyalty, and trust. I’ll share my contribution to the translation of Freud’s book in following. Since I will be away next week, I will be absent and leave you in peace!
Here are a few pics from our vacation to Greece. 🙏💖🌹
Sorry you’re having a tough time – my sympathies.
I know a little too much about the kinds of things you are battling, as I’ve had my own battles this summer, and am still not feeling the fabled ‘well’.
One day at a time, and try to find at least something small that makes you smile. And know you are not alone.
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Dear Alicia, I am so grateful to see you here. Good or bad, I must think of you so often these days; thank you for your sympathy. I truly appreciate it.
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My very dear friend to me, I ask only that you get well…and start looking after you MORE ….Leave the things you cannae sort right now and keeping up with blog posts and all and get well. And btw, I say that as someone who has never once looked after herself in her life okay? Cos frankly YOU are a treasure gem and I mean that. x
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My lovely lady, your friendship is a treasure and means so much to me, and I appreciate it deeply. I had no health problems until I turned seventy, and then it all began! Please take care. Thank you, my jewel. xxxxxxx
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These sneaky things were probably all waiting in the wings to say Happy 70th to you. I sometimes think, what have I not had… lol. Including threats to life. I just keep my head down before I get noticed for any more and remind myself of the pwoer of the mind itself–in many ways an unchartered continent. My friend, you’re a great guy and I really do hope things get better for you and that you don’t stress yourself re keeping up with things. We won’t go away just because you may not be able. We’ll waiting for when you are.
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I’d swear by it, for sure! My lovely Shey, you, your words, your friendship, and your presence brighten my life. I’m so happy to have met you and gotten to know you. Sending all my love.
💖xxxxxxxxxxxxx💞
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You prior shared the Rumi quote with me. I remember the exact post, actually. Profound… Now, to Socrates’ homeland! I commend you for fighting through the pain to capture these six *postcards*
📸🏛️🌞 I particularly love Helios watching over the Parthenon, and your shot of The Parthenon at golden hour, dusk— the ideal lighting. I feel for you, my friend. Rest. Well wishes. And Great post and pics!
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My dear friend, I am so grateful for your wise insight. I gathered myself to take as many pictures as I could amid all this grandeur in the land of wisdom and philosophy.
I wish I could ride through a time tunnel and have at least a brief meeting with Socrates. 😅
So far, as you know, I’ve been trying to stand straight! Thank you. 🙏🤗🖖
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Ahh lovely Greece… 💖💖
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You say that; lovely Greece! 🤗💖
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