That is a Poem by Mario de Andrade (San Paolo 1893-1945) poet, writer, essayist and musicologist.
One of the founders of Brazilian modernism. https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/M%C3%A1rio_de_Andrade

I’ve received it occasionally by What’App messenger and profoundly touched. 💖

* My soul is in a hurry. *

I counted my years and found that I have less time to live than I have ever lived.

I feel like this kid who won a box of candies: he eats the first ones with pleasure, but when he realizes that there are only a few left, he really begins to enjoy them.

I don’t have time for endless conferences to discuss statutes, rules, procedures and internal regulations, knowing that nothing will be achieved.

I no longer have time to endure absurd people who, regardless of their age, have not grown.

I no longer have time to struggle with mediocrity.

I don’t want to be in meetings where inflated egos are marching.

I don’t tolerate manipulators and opportunists.

I am bothered by the envious people who try to discredit the more able to seize their positions, talents and achievements.

My time is too short to discuss headings. I want the essentials because my soul is in a hurry, without lots of sweets in the package.

I want to live with people who are very human.

People who can laugh at their mistakes, who don’t imagine their success.

Who do not feel called ahead of time and who do not flee from their responsibility.

Who defend human dignity and who only want to go alongside truth and righteousness.

It is what makes life worth living.

I want to surround myself with people who know how to touch the hearts of others.

People who learned through the hard blows of life to grow through gentle touches of the soul.

Yes, I’m in a hurry, I’m in a hurry to live with the intensity that only maturity can give.

I try not to waste any of the candy I have left.

I am sure that they will be more delicious than the ones I have already eaten.

My goal is to reach the end contentedly, in peace with myself, my loved ones and my conscience.

We have two lives and the second begins when you realize that you only have one.

Of turning sorrow into song.

How I love this man as he opened my mind-eyes to the world of fairy tales and magic. Of course, the magic followed me all in my life as my name: Aladin.

My father had chosen the name not because of “the magic-lamp” unfortunately, but just as he was a master of the Arabic language, wanted to give me the best piece of ritual, as this name means.
Because “Ala” means the best and “Din” means the ritual also, the best of the rituals!!

But as you know, and everybody knows, the name goes into the story or better to say, to the tails of the Aladdin with the magic lamp.

I have nothing against it. though in Iran the peoples around had shortened it in Ala, therefore, no chance about dragging the magic lamp after but as I came in Europe and finally in Germany, the name became the Name! Everywhere I go and introduce myself there comes my lovely inspiration: Ah! With the magic lamp!

I have nothing against it, You know; it works well, though I have not found the lamp yet 😉

Anyway, let’s now have a look at this wonderful article about the love, the love of the great writers whom we loved but might never know of their “surprising love stories.

via https://www.brainpickings.org/wp

BY MARIA POPOVA

Harriet Hosmer — whose remarkable forgotten story I tell in Figuring (public library), from which this essay too is adapted — was not yet thirty when she became the world’s first successful female sculptor, claimed a place for American art in the European pantheon, and furnished queer culture with a bold new vocabulary of being. Her studio in Rome became a pilgrimage site for royalty and luminaries, drawing such esteemed admirers as Nathaniel Hawthorne, Maria Mitchell, the Prince of Wales, the Crown Princess of Germany, and the exiled queen of Naples (who would become Hosmer’s lover).

Among her famous visitors was Hans Christian Andersen (April 2, 1805–August 4, 1875) — a man of supreme storytelling genius and aching self-alienation, which Hosmer instantly intuited. In a letter home, she described Andersen as “a tall, gaunt figure of the Lincoln type with long, straight, black hair, shading a face striking because of its sweetness and sadness,” adding that “it was perhaps by reason of the very bitterness of his struggles, that he loved to dwell among the more kindly fairies in whose world he found no touch of hard humanity.”

Andersen’s struggles were ones of a heart unsettled, ambivalent, at war with itself. By all biographical evidence, he died a virgin. For years, he was infatuated with the Swedish opera diva Jenny Lind, but his great erotic love was reserved for Edvard Collin — a boyhood beloved who remained the single most intense emotional relationship throughout Andersen’s life. “The femininity of my nature and our friendship must remain a mystery,” he wrote to Edvard, who left in his memoir a forlorn record of the dual heartbreak that scars all such relationships between people who love each other deeply but differently: “I found myself unable to respond to this love, and this caused the author much suffering.” Andersen was unambiguous about both his feelings and his suffering, writing to Edvard with heart-rending plaintiveness:

I languish for you as for a pretty Calabrian wench… my sentiments for you are those of a woman.

Jenny Lind, on the other hand, was a woman of the highest caliber of femininity, and one of the most successful women artists of her time. Andersen sent her passionate, pouting letters, then wrote his classic story “The Nightingale” out of his frustrated reverence shortly before making an awkward marriage proposal in a letter handed to her on a train platform. The tale didn’t earn him Lind’s reciprocity, but it earned her the monicker “the Swedish Nightingale.”

To make art out of heartache is, of course, the most beautiful thing one could do with one’s sorrow, as well as the most generous — no artist knows how the transfiguration of their pain into beauty will salve another heart, give another sorrower the language of their own truth, the vessel for navigating their own experience.

Across the Atlantic, Andersen’s heartbreak-fermented fairy tales furnished the language of understanding between two other deeply entwined hearts. Susan Gilbert — the love of Emily Dickinson’s life, to whom the poet had written those electrifying love letters — had married Emily’s brother to be near her. Having managed marital celibacy for an impressive five years, Susan eventually gave birth to her first child. That season, Dickinson sent to her editor a famed cryptic letter on the meaning of which biographers would speculate for centuries to come, telling him of some great unnamed and perhaps unnameable hurt:

I had a terror… I could tell to none, and so I sing, as the Boy does by the Burying Ground — because I am afraid.

Not a “fright,” not a “shock,” but a terror. Whether or not she was the cause, Susan knew of Emily’s suffering and suffered in consonance, for any two hearts bound by love are also bound to share in sorrow. Drawing on an image from Andersen’s fairy tale “The Nightingale and the Rose” — which in turn drew, as most of his fairy tales did, on the terrors of his own unmet heart — Susan captured the parallel heartbreak of their impossible love in a letter apologizing for turning away from Emily’s kiss:

If you have suffered this past Summer — I am sorry — I Emily bear a sorrow that I never uncover — If a nightingale sings with her breast against a thorn, why not we?

Complement this fragment of Figuring with Andersen’s arresting account of climbing Vesuvius during an eruption and the most beautiful illustrations from 150 years of his fairy tales, then revisit Herman Melville’s passionate and heartbreaking love letters to his friend and neighbor Nathaniel Hawthorne, penned in the same era and pained with the same sorrow.

https://www.brainpickings.org/2020/01/31/the-heartbreak-of-hans-christian-andersen/

Hi Friends, yes I’m still alive and want to try to update my mood right now, though it’s hard to type with one hand as the other one is holding the compressor bag to cool down my thick cheek!

Anyway, I must confess that I had somehow feared to get under this surgery, of course, I had many moments in my life to learn how to win the anxiety which everybody might have in her/his life.

Especially, I can well remember how I learned to get down my fear to go to the dentist! Yes, it’s surely a common sense in many people and mine was because of my whole-life problems with my teeth.

It is, as I believe, a genetic matter of fact; my mother had to get a complete denture when she was just twenty-five!

But I got loose of this fear as I was a late teen and I had to decide to go or not to go to the dentist and I went! As I remember; I was shivering and the doctor said: Don’t you shame?! You are a grown-up man, pull yourself together! From that time I understood how to get down the fear and it was much necessary because I had to let many teeth pull out several times in my life.

Now as I had to go to the surgery and this was a very new adventure, therefore, not exactly fear but something such as worry or excitement which I had in my belly. But some words were in my mind saying; Fear and only the fear in my great enemy.

Or as the great Master Dr. Jung says;

Okay, enough said; I think it is over now and I feel just better and better again. As the Beatles song: “Getting better, “Cause you’d be mine (this “you” means, of course, my pine implants) 😉

Have a great weekend everyone 💖💖🙏

I’d never let you go… even beyond 💖💖🙏